Do I wanna be a porn star?
February 23rd, 2008

Sometimes I feel a strong urge to reveal my identity here at the Lounge. I’m not sure what actually inspires these moments of insanity. Maybe it’s my inner desire to be known. Here is where I could acquire my 15 minutes and, like so many of my fellow bloggers, maybe I’m driven by an innate longing to be famous. Maybe it’s because I’m tired of altering some of the beautiful compositions of C’s images. While I’m mostly happy with the results when I do have to edit a picture to preserve our anonymity, there are times when I’d much prefer to leave the shot as C originally envisioned it. And although he now shoots with an eye for disguising our identities, sometimes he frames shots so that it would be very easy for anyone who knows us to recognize me or us. Maybe it would be a good jolt of java to some of the prudish, hypocritical people we know. Imagine the shock on some faces (I can think of one in particular) at seeing the freakiness that occurs between me and my partner, the unbridled exchange of passion as we suck and fuck and photograph our love play. Not that I think there’s anything particularly unique about our sex life, (with the exception of the high quality pictorial depictions of our most intimate acts), but I imagine those who downplay the pleasures of sex and a good old fashioned fuck, or those who may not be as comfortable as we are with an open and engaging sex life, for example, might be chagrined/offended/shocked to know that this is what we do and they dare not. Some seem to think that I’m some sort of angel who doesn’t love the taste of salty semen on my tongue or a hard cock sliding slowly up my moist love canal. Maybe I’ll share our secret with the one office big mouth who I know wouldn’t be able to resist the urge to tell a couple of her friends who in turn would be sure to tell two more and so on. Maybe I’ll post a picture with my face clearly visible and then anonymously e-mail the link to some of these people. Maybe…

















